The experience with a person on a mental note, you do not forget...
The truth hurts.

Do I hate the person?? No, I don't strangely enough...
Perhaps I was too gullible and finding someone to be happy with in a deep way.
One of life's lessons...perhaps...

Sigh

My feelings now are mixed. It'll pass eventually...

A way to escape from these feelings is sports.
Though I am successful in Tennis, I escape from everything for those hours and return to reality again...I hate it.
I am expected to do great things...
I do not know whether I can fulfill them, the future looks like a long lonely road...

Sigh

I am so bad at these blogs...